Yeah.
It's really strange to think about. ;o; I haven't listened to SHINee very much in a while, but SHINee was a pretty big part of me for a while there, they were one of my favorite bands. ;u;
It's kind of really heartbreaking to think about, the kpop industry is bruuuutal, and I can't help but feel like that had a hand in this. I wish things had been better for Jonghyun and that it hadn't ended up this way. ;-;
Part of the last text he sent to his sister said "tell me I did well" and I really don't think I have the words to properly describe how that makes me feel. ;u;
I mean, I'm okay, but I'm really sad that this happened, it's so weird to think about and I wish it just hadn't happened at all, aaah.
It's after ten PM now, and I have to get up really early for school tomorrow, so I think I'm gonna go to bed. qoq
I'll be on again tomorrow, though, and I'll try to write more here then if I can. ;o;
Night guys. ;u;
