About yesterday.. I have some screenshots I might edit later.. I don't know if I will or not, though.
Kayla can't figure out why I'm upset, but she was at tiny and should've gotten it.. ._.
She's asked me twice. I don't want to answer. ;=;
I don't know whtat to feel. I'm just kind of neutral on everything.. But there's this dull, depressed feeling too..
And I'm tired. Really tired. I look it, too..
I regret going to tiny last night.
I feel like I should hate him but I don't, and I'm scared I will... just.. ugh...
This sucks.
Danggit, this is gonna egt reflected in my drawings, isn't it..
I know I just said this, but I'm really scared I'm gonna hate him. I don't want to hate him... Ohdeargod don't have me hate him ;A;
It might be good if I cut myself off from RES for a day or two, just to calm down.
If you guys know the song 'Dance, Dance' by Fall out Boy, you'll know the line 'these words are all I have so I write them', right? well.. I feel like that right now.
I don't want to draw. Or talk. I just want to cut myself off from the world for a few days.
Yknow, just to have some time to myself..
Maybe a few days from RES would be good for me.
Maybe I should let the other RESidents know.. Mke just a page for myself. yeah.. I mean, maybe a semi-hiatus on dA, too, as my motivation is dead..
I'll keep this place going, of course.
I want to make a chara or something.
Speaking of breaks, Rikuo shares my feelins, so.. Maybe she should get a bit of a break too.. Katana's been a bit neglected lately.. *sigh*
Oh! Well, that's a welcome feeling. X3 I just had a random fangirl moment. Good.. owo
But who was ir for? Who am I fangirling over..? Hmm..
Ah well. I'll figure it out later, I guess.
Okay. I feel better now.
SCREW HIATUS. >:D
Let's see if I manage xD
There's nine guests on tiny right now. o_o
Waffle isn't responding.. ;=; I feel alone.
Nine guests.. O_o That's a lot, though..
I haveta go now.
I think that depressed thing earlier was an extended depression episode, but I don't know..
Bye.
